HEARTLAND BY
SARINA BOWEN
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Photo by David Vance, Design by Sarah Hansen at Okay Creative
Expect:
cute goats, college parties, caramels, a hot, broody farm boy and a
broken girl who can’t stop loving him.
An
emotional friends to lovers romance full of risky secrets and
late-night lessons in seduction.
Dylan
is my best friend, and the only person in my life who understands me.
He doesn’t mind my social awkwardness or my weird history. The only
glitch? He doesn’t know that I’ve been hopelessly, desperately in
love with him since the first day we picked apples together in his
family’s orchard.
But
I know better than to confess.
Now
that I’ve joined him at college, I’m seeing a new side of him.
This Dylan drinks and has a lot of sex. None of it with me.
Until
the moment I foolishly ask him to tutor me in more than algebra…and
he actually says yes.
One
crazy night sets our friendship on fire. But now my heart lies in
ashes, and nothing will ever be the same again.
Heartland
is a standalone college romance set in the True North world. Expect:
a young, broody farmer, a giant crush, tasty caramels, cute goats and
late night confessions.
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DAY EXCERPT FROM HEARTLAND
“So why were you having a bad day, anyway?” Ellie
asks. “Man trouble?”
“Not exactly. It’s more like a lack of man trouble.
I kissed my hot algebra tutor. And I wasn’t supposed to.”
Her big eyes widen. “Which hot algebra tutor? You
never said.”
“He doesn’t work at the lab,” I say hastily. “He’s
a friend. And he wants to stay that way.”
“Oh.” She looks deflated. “That is a bummer.”
“Do you have a boyfriend?”
“No.” She makes a face. “It would be nice, though.
This year is kind of lonely. My roommate is a total bitch.”
“Oh, I have one of those, too.”
“Yeah?” Ellie’s eyes brighten. “Does yours steal
your clothes and then lie about it?”
“Um, no. She wouldn’t want any of my things. We have
singles, anyway. Just a common bathroom.”
“Lucky! She must be easier to stand, then.”
“You’d think.” I take a gulp of mint tea.
“My roommate took my brand-new scarf. With the tags
still on! And when I called her out on it, she tried to gaslight me.”
“Gaslight?” I feel my cheeks flush like they
sometimes do when I don’t understand the idioms that people use.
“You don’t know Gaslight?
It’s a movie from the forties.”
“Ingrid Bergman,” says Dylan’s voice. “We
haven’t got around to the classics yet.”
I startle, sloshing my tea over my hand. And when I look
up, Dylan is right
there. Clear brown eyes. Tousled hair. Tight, muscular body that’s
clothed in a nice sweater and ripped jeans. A handsome face that I
finally kissed.
Pain slices through me. Because I’m never going to get
over him. There will never be a day when I look at Dylan and don’t
wish for more.
“Can I talk to you for a quick second?” he asks,
taking the mug and grabbing a napkin off the table. He wipes the tea
off my hand.
“Now is not a good time,” I say quickly. Because I
don’t want to cry in the coffee shop in front of my only new
friend.
Dylan actually rolls his eyes. “Fifteen seconds,
Chass. Give a man a break.”
“I’d talk to you.”
Ellie raises her hand like a school girl. “Pick me.”
And that’s just what I need—another girl in my life
who’s swooning for Dylan. Because that always turns out well.
“Fine. Fifteen seconds.” I jump to my feet. Let’s
get this over with.
Dylan takes my arm and tows me gently over toward the
bulletin board, where nobody is currently reading the flyers for
meditation circles and ski equipment sales.
“Look, I’m sorry,” is his opener. “You're
avoiding me. Not that I blame you. I'm sorry things got so out of
control.”
“Which things?” I ask warily. Because I don’t want
an apology for fooling around with me.
“Pick one!” Dylan raises his hands. “All the
things. I shouldn’t have been so inappropriate.”
“But…” I know Dylan was in a serious state of
drunken depression when he kissed me. It’s not like I was expecting
to hear those kisses made him as happy as they made me. But would it
kill him to be a little less patronizing? “Dylan, I’m not twelve
years old. It was just a kiss or two. I don’t think I’ll need a
full course of therapy to recover.”
He blinks. “Okay. Good?”
“So did you really need to drag me over here to
apologize a third time? Did you apologize to all the girls you kissed
during Spin the Bottle in seventh grade?”
I heard about Spin the Bottle and Seven Minutes in
Heaven only last year, by eavesdropping on Debbie and her buddies at
another bonfire. I’d been transfixed by their tales of who’d
kissed whom over the years and how often.
At thirteen, Spin the Bottle would have sounded like
heaven to me. Seven minutes in a closet with a boy? I would have
lobbied for eight. I was always the most inappropriate
girl in the bunch.
Yet somehow Dylan sees me as some kind of innocent
child.
“No. Good point.” He crosses his delicious arms and
smiles at me. “You are in a feisty mood today.”
“Is that so wrong?”
“No.” He shakes his handsome head. “Not at all.
Are we going to hug it out?” He opens his big arms wide.
Oh boy. I can’t resist stepping into them. And when he
pulls me in, I experience the familiar hormone rush that always
happens when I’m close to him. Rapid heartbeat? Check. Goosebumps?
Check. My nose lands against his flannel shirt.
My mouth is mere inches from his, of course. But this
time he has no interest in kissing me. It takes all my willpower to
give him a squeeze and then step back.
“Be well, Chass. I’ll leave you to your tutoring
session, even if you’re basically cheating on me right now. But
we’re still making caramels this weekend, right? I told Griffin we
could use six gallons of goat’s milk. Don’t make a liar out of
me.”
“I won’t,” I say quickly. I might be slightly
irritated at him, but it will blow over. My capacity to forgive him
for not loving me back is basically infinite. “We’ll leave right
after Friday classes?”
“You got it. And this is for you. Share it with your
friend.” He pulls something out of his pocket. “More market
research.”
He puts a little box in my hand and then walks away.
As always, it takes me a second to get over my hormone
rush. I stand there blinking for a long moment until I realize Ellie
is grinning at me from the sofa. So I go back over to her and sit
down.
“Wow…” she says, stealing a glance at Dylan’s
retreating backside. “Is that hot hunk of Vermont male your algebra
tutor?”
“Yes.” My voice is gravel.
“And your future ex-boyfriend?”
“Nope. I’ll never get that chance. He's my best
friend, but...” There's no tidy explanation.
“But you want more. I would if it were me.”
I nod, miserable.